WHY?

Why do i feel this way?
To know that I caused you to feel pain
Why cant it go away?
But there are many things i have left to say
Why does the memory of you seem not to fade?
Of your smile during happier days
Why couldn't we stay the best of friends?
Did our friendshio really come to an end?
Why did you turn your back on me?
Just so that people wouldn't see the fun you had with me
Why did this have to split the crew apart?
Is it because of the feelings battling inside your head and heart?
Why don't i just keep going?
Because it sucks not knowing
Why do you think we cant speak for 90 days?
Do you hope that i will just fade away?
Why does your friends think this will leave me broken?
Just bcause we haven't spoken
Im so sick of asking myself why
So i will just let the ink on this page dry
And keep moving forward without asking why