Happy Turkey Day to everyone who reads this. Time to go eat turkey till i puke...

24 hrs to go

Ok so its midnight on the day before thanksgiving and I'm bored so NEW BLOG TIME!!!!! You missed my crazy posts, so i am here to give everybody something to laugh about before Thanksgiving. Well if you are a gamer then you know CoD Black Ops came out and all of us gamers have enjoyed killing each other in Deathmatches. Except my crew comes over and takes my 360 hostage so they are beating me bad. The flip side is that it kept me from thinking about whats been going on with all the drama and b.s. and it helps. So to all the non-gamers who think we hate the sunlight...i like the moonlight better. Also i know people are gonna eat me alive for saying this but i refuse to see that new harry potter flick. i'm not a big fan and the last time i got dragged to the movies by my crew and my ex-girl, i had to sit through 2 hours of sparkley vampires. i would rather put salt in my eyes then have to sit through another tween flick. If i DO get hustled somebody better buy me multiple boxes of Gummi Bears. I'm a sucker for gummi bears. well i should attempt to sleep so Happy Thanksgiving to you all. Until next time

A New Day

Ok so I havent posted for a few days. What can i say.....I've been busy. I have to get ready for Thanksgiving or as I like to call it.....Day where I eat massive amounts till I want to puke. Time to see the family, eat and then try to deal with Black Friday. This year though I wont be going out there at midnight with all those psycho shoppers. I dont want to get killed because some people want to save cash on dumb things. Then again I can hit on the cashiers. I did alot of that today walking around the mall (it's getting better for me being single) It also helps when i go out with my crew who are 6'4'' and i'm like 5'3''. I do have a question for all you readers out there....Its not even Thanksgiving yet and I'm hearing Christmas music, do they think that will make us spend more money????? well i'm gonna keep this one short because I have to play some Black Ops. Till next time

Randomness

ok here's a couple of questions i have for people that read my blog (which right now isn't that many)
1. why is it that when i am sick do i come up with good poetry?
2. why did they make CoD Black Ops so much fun?
3. who's idea was it to make Monster so damn good?
4. what makes you want to read this blog?
5. why do i ask questions at 1 am?

well there are some questions for you. it's 1 am, what do you expect? for some reason when it passes midnight, my mind fills up with so many thoughts and questions. it's pretty nice to finally put some of them down, but there are alot more where they cam from. i would keep typing up questions but i dont need to make my fingers bleed.......till next time

one more time

I sit and wait
for the mayhem to begin
beads of sweat
forming on my skin
one more time
will i have to sit and wait
for someone i don't know
to seal their fate
as the seconds, minutes and hours go by
all i keep saying is one more time
will i yell and scream as i see red
and want to curse as my body falls down dead
then i suddenlt appear somewhere else
looking for a spot to keep to myself
so that someone will die in a hail of bullets
when i look down the sights and the trigger i pill it
one more time will i ask questions but get no answers
especially when it comes to those damn campers
one more time i will die and respawn
and the cycle will continue until the dawn
even when i sleep i think i'll be fine
because in the morning i'll play online one more time

WHY?

Why do i feel this way?
To know that I caused you to feel pain
Why cant it go away?
But there are many things i have left to say
Why does the memory of you seem not to fade?
Of your smile during happier days
Why couldn't we stay the best of friends?
Did our friendshio really come to an end?
Why did you turn your back on me?
Just so that people wouldn't see the fun you had with me
Why did this have to split the crew apart?
Is it because of the feelings battling inside your head and heart?
Why don't i just keep going?
Because it sucks not knowing
Why do you think we cant speak for 90 days?
Do you hope that i will just fade away?
Why does your friends think this will leave me broken?
Just bcause we haven't spoken
Im so sick of asking myself why
So i will just let the ink on this page dry
And keep moving forward without asking why

A new Blog

Ok so this is my first blog so i don't really know what i'm doing at the moment. I'm going to be using this to put some of my poems out there. Also I might just go on the occasional rant about what's going on with me so far. So before i start anything I have to give you guys some background on me so that you will kind of understand why I am the way I am. I have Cerebral Palsy which does affect me in certain ways but it doesn't hold me down. I try to do everything "normal" people do, but sometimes it's just not possible. i do like the special parking that i get, so do my friends......=)
I hang out with only a few people but for some reason i'm known around where i live. Is it because i'm such a nice guy? Yeah right if I was as nice as i thought i was then why am i single? ok i guess i'm ranting now....it's been a tough month. Oh and by the way I'm a smart-ass, if you already know me then i don't need to elaborate. If this is your first time reading something by me then WELCOME TO THE LAND OF KAYOS!!!!! PREPARE YOURSELF FOR A TRIP THROUGH MY MIND!!!!! hey you wanted to read this and now your kind of stuck becase im like one of those songs that you keep hearing over and over. You say you cant stand it but you catch yourself singing it when your alone. well that's it for my first offical post but coming soon: a poem called "why" so grab your kleenex and be prepared to be a little emo ( it's ok i wont say anything.....maybe) Till next time